my byf/dni
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jeez i finally remembered how to get back into my account lmaohttps://en.pronouns.page/@thegremlin0PENDING REWRITE
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THDramas Statement
its bullshit, plain and simple.first, the claims are unproven and unsubstansiated. i didnt claim to have DID and i was checking the list because i had a username related to a canon character and foresaw the bullshit about to happen. when i saw more than half of the list was only added due to their usernames (some, including mine at the time, were based on popular and occasionally 'cringey' characters. none of these people were claiming to have it, bar a couple who i cannot speak for.)the person who made the list also admitted several times they did it out of pettiness, and only did it to feel cool on a blog. this is what contrinuted to the original blog going down. i do not condone the old or new blogs, btw, the only reason i was aware of either of them was because, surprise, my stalker liked to abuse these mediums to spread straight up slander with no proof or evidence. like if i'd actually done something wrong, i get it, i'd apologise. there are things i've done wrong elsewhere i have apologised for and i regret - but i genuinely have nothing to apologise for here, because i didn't do anything wrong.i don't even have to explain my DNI, but here goes - i don't have DID, so im not going to gatekeep a community i'm not in. boom. done. sorted. if anyone had bothered to ask instead of gossiping and making up shit, we wouldn't be here.a community i am actually in is the autism community. im autistic. i was officially diagnosed twice thanks to NHS fuckery. i still support self-diagnosis and self-advocacy on this front, as whilst i was officially diagnosed the first time at 4, i technically grew up 'self diagnosed' because they didn't tell my SINGLE MOTHER, due to the fact she had her own mental issues going on. (i had two moms, but laws back then didn't count my other mom as my mom.)i was diagnosed the second time, again officially, at aged 16. i was not provided support with my disabilities.many people will not be diagnosed when they grow up because they simply fall through the net. maybe for financial reasons, maybe because they don't fit the stereotype neurotypicals push that mandates that all 6 year old white boys that like trains must be autistic.autism is a spectrum. i do not have the place to police DID communities because i am simply not in it - i don't have DID.next, kin does NOT mean DID. I do not have DID. (yes, i'm typing this until someone remembers to read.) i kinned sans for fun, not one of those 'ermagerd no doubles' people. i just relate to the character and i liked the aesthetic, that's it. it was a fun thing to do for stress relief. being called delusional for liking a character is ableist. fuck off.this is different from roleplay, which i also enjoy doing as a side thing. effectively it was just a choice of a few profile pictures and aesthetics.the reason why 'sans' is my name is... literally just that i'm 'sans' a name. i don't identify with a name right now, so i go by online names or by sans, or by the names of my RP characters. i'm sure i'll find one for myself eventually, but 'sans' started as a simple placeholder lol...did i need to explain all of this? yeah, i kind of did, considering there's a website dedicated to making up shit for fun.as someone who has actually had a history of mental issues and a genetic history of psychosis, it's offensive. i know full well the kinning stuff is just for fun and has no bearing on reality - and apparently, this is the difference between myself and the drama vultures of THD, who will believe anything thrown at them without thinking critically about any of it.im not going to censor my language here. i think it's fucking ridiculous. learn to think for yourselves instead of believing wannabe #gossipgirls on the internet lmao???i've never claimed to have DID. i don't have it. i have never claimed to actually have it. i had suspicions my brain was fucky, to put it lightly, but i have other stuff to deal with before the waiting list for the NHS finally lets me access therapy again. like, y'know, my mom who had literally died around the time i was being accused of all of this.i remember explaining some of the shit going on to one of the mods at the time, but they chose to selectively post things to suit their 'side' of the story, rather than admit the whole story and the fact they're just making this up for entertainment and views.but clearly you're only here to scavenge for more funny shit to make yourselves feel better about being losers w/ nothing better to do.maybe you should close your blog like the last one did too, because clearly people are going to bitch 'privately' and make shit up either way, which makes a slander blog absolutely useless for anything other than bear-baiting for entertainment. (and if that entertains you, maybe you need to seek new hobbies... or therapy for the toxic behavior.)go touch grass. you're terminally online. nice try projecting tho.